Infinite nothingness

A woman sits, staring into nothingness, wondering if she really even exists. Her life feels like a terrible nightmare, that she wants nothing more than to awaken from. Her whole life has been a living hell,one bad thing after another and another. After spending half her life searching for an answer, she still feels as blank as the ceiling at which she stares. sHe is alive, but feels absolutely nothing,so is she?... Nobody else can enter her nothing world, no one can penetrate the depths of her soul. If they did, they would find nothing, for that's what her soul is...emptiness. She feels so different, so alone,crying out to a god who never answers. She lies across his bed, on crumpled sheetsand decides to dream... Dream up a new self...for herself....