Locked in the Shadows

Its funny how you could easily affect me... How you could easily turn my mood into confusion, how you could effortlessly play with me, treating me like your doll, keeping me locked in the shadows. You forget and ignore me whenever you want... You don't even care... Do you? Well it's what you always tried to hide from me, keeping me to yourself, you know me too well.. You've played with my emotions, toyed with my heart...You've taken everything and nothing's left for me... just the emptiness of my cold and dark room, wishing you were there... wishing i could touch your face... I don't know why, and i can't understand why u have to hide everything from me... even your real identity. you made me fall in love... in love with an illusion, and this illusion captured me with chains... roses with torns... blissful moments but temporary, leaving me there when u want to. Why can't you be real to me? Stop leaving me in the shadows. I am not your doll... I've awakened myself from your illusions, but still a part of me is captured, this bondage you have bestowed on me... making me afraid and unsecure. You know i'd suffer every pain and torture you gave me...just to have you here again... but that isn't right... Of all the time i thought of you,i gave you my life, always hoping that we could be together... of all the sacrifices i did... i now must think of me... you can't keep me locked in the shadows my dear, you should have never taught me how to love... coz i learned how to fight.